I had a bit of insomnia last night, to many ideas floating around to sleep. They were exciting ideas, possibly risky ideas, and hopefully other people will feel like they are ideas to work with (a starting point) and now that I have written them down I am crashing. I think I slept only a couple of hours last night total. I saw the sun come up and once the blueberry cannons started going and the construction down the block (the downside of having a view is that you get sonic interruptions from all over).
This has not been a terrific week emotionally for me. I had to make an awful choice last week, and the resulting emotional stuff is not as easy to deal with as it used to be. There are times that I stupidly wish I was as unstable and prone to outbursts as I used to be. It made it easier to see my own problems in some ways. Now, I sit on things, they stew internally and I dont know they are there till later and the emotion comes pouring forth when I least expect them, but thankfully in a controlled way. Its nice to feel like Ive emotionally grown up a bit, just thought it would be somehow easier.
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I had one of those nights too, except I am on vacation. So I got up did a little surfing and then went back to bed until 11AM.
Wow you've been pretty regular on the blogging! I guess I better step it up. I'll be praying that if you become a peg leg you also get a parrot and eye patch!
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